Faithful Servant

Okay, I feel really bad about the rant I went on July 12. I apologize. I almost deleted the entire post but decided not to because it was an honest glimpse of what was going through my silly head at the time.
My job is not bad at all. In fact, my company has a really good work/life balance. For that I am very grateful. I guess it's when I hear about my friends working till midnight and when I prepare a presentation for a company I find out later has lied to me about their operations that I get riled up.

But you know what? That's life. Dream world or not. Struggles make us stronger. When you have less free time, you start to realize your priorities and are more careful about where you allot that time. And when you're faced wtih unethical situations, you find out just how much ethics means to you.

So here's what I think now: I want to be a good and faithful servant right here right now. I am itching to take my life down a different path (preferably towards international missions of some sort), but right now I am a single girl living and working in Dallas. I want to be faithful here. And then if God has someting else planned for me, He will let me know when He's made me ready. He's preparing me daily. Whether I'm being prepared for the conversation I'll have in 10 minutes or for the country I'll live in in 10 years, it doesn't matter. I am blessed to lead the life I do. And I want to be a good steward of the time, money, friends, family, and opportunities God has given me.